Good afternoon... these few days have been quite eventful, found out even more things. Contemplating what it'd be like... Would it be a wise move? Questions with no confirmed answers. The best thing to do is to let it slide. Or rather, let it slip away... I'm better off not doing anything. This is always the case. It was easier last time because I knew certain things. Now I have no clue... Torn between two worlds. As if the choice was mine. I think I'll fold... I'll pack up and leave. I'll keep what I have left. They say you can't win big without risk... Thats what the biggest losers said as well... Will I run away again or will I face it... My hands are tied. I'm restricted by my own words... Shot myself in the foot, so to speak. It doesn't mean anything... But it could. I want it to. But actions speak louder than words... It isn't up to me. Words annulled in the space of a week. Be careful what you say... Words are powerful weapons. Your words define you. I wonder whether the shrapnel of broken promises could kill... It could. But I'm not hurt. This worthless rubbish cannot hurt me now. It cannot stumble me now. I'm strengthened. I'm strong. I know where to put my hope. I know I can survive... I know I can live. No worries. No need to struggle. Regenerate. I'm coming back to life. Smile. Laugh. Joy never hurt anyone. The future is bright. No need to be anxious. Providence. Remember.